Biggest Guilt Trip Ever
12.24.2005 - 11:51 pm

Robbie called me today and I was happy because I really needed it. I such enjoy talking to him. But I notice as time goes on I get more anxious to see him. Sometimes it's really hard to contain it. I'm alwyas thinking about him and I just want to scream because I can't be near him. It's only getting worse.

And we talked about Mikey a lot and Theresa. That made me want to scream too. Such guilt inside. Sometimes I'd think I was just over-thinking the situation but after all the stuff Robbie said about their relationship, I now know I'm not over-exaggerating the destruction I could cause. What a horrible secret I carry. =/

yesterday - tomorrow