Why Oh Why
08.26.2006 - 12:07 pm

Second time with a late period. I think I cause it with stress. I think I suck. But sometimes I wonder if I'm even able to get pregnant. Part of me wants to see a doctor and find out. Part of me just kinda crosses my fingers because it's not like I really care right now since I'm not trying to conceive or anything. I feel sick and anxious and kind of annoyed. Kind of annoyed with myself. Kind of annoyed with Robbie's apathy. He just seriously thinks things are okay. Maybe they are and maybe they aren't. Robbie sure tries hard to cheer me up though. I've never known anyone to care so much. It's very sweet.

yesterday - tomorrow